Missing what was but never came to be
it's an obscure statement I realize
but really it's not that hard to understand
In this world and it's odd game of fate
there are many things that were that never
come to be
As children we all have dreams, what we will be when
we grow up, who we will marry how perfect our lives will turn out
Well the older we get the less likely any of it seems
if you are one of the lucky few who achieve the goals
they set as a small child something will likely happen to take that away
it's a sad fact but very true
Sometimes things are just naturally taken away and you don't miss them
then there are moments in life when things are ripped away and it tears you apart
the last shred of childhood innocence one of the hardest to part with
especially if it is not part of a "natural" way of growing up
there are so many things that can be taken from us.
I feel the need to protect innocence most of all
it is a precious gift that we are given that should be our choice to part with
nurturing and protecting that gift as best we can is what is most important
so when it is ripped away it seems so unjust.
it's hard to judge what should have come to pass
but some things just don't seem natural
why a simple accident can have such life altering
complications I don't understand
it's hard to know what might have been
or why we weren't given the chance.
perhaps it would have been awful, there certainly was that doubt
but was so abruptly taken away, so hard to adjust too
then the littlest of things remind you of what was but never came to be
a chance at something great, something different,
a chance to truly make that difference we all set out to make
a chance to truly know unconditional love
a chance to know that things are finally right with the world
all to be ripped away in one split second
how wrong it feels to never have known what was about to come
an odd attachment formed, maybe never shown on the outside
but it was there now all that's left is an empty feeling
an endless missing of what was but never came to be......