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The day it ended....

I wasn't sure it was something I had wanted

then it was taken away, given no choice

I thought I'd accepted it....

At that moment it was all a physical pain

Feeling as if your insides are being ripped out

was certainly a distraction

there were drugs that took that away

Then life had to begin again can't just ignore that

So on I went not realizing what I was ignoring

A simple thing... a normal thing...

Taken away so quickly

I thought oh well was so not meant to be...

Can always try again when ready

Now I sit and wonder will I ever have that chance

I never thought it likely to begin with

and then surprise, having to deal with chance

Perhaps he's right had I been more excited

Maybe I just didn't deserve it....

A small and wonderous joy

not to be taken for granted

I could never find the words

to say how I truly feel

I was so unaware, of how much I ignored

How much it might have brought us joy

Helped us find a way to work it out

Or at least have something to always share

Instead of all the pain

All of the words left unspoken

I wish I could explain

why it had to end

I can't take it anymore

You were truly my best friend

and now I'm left with nothing

but a distant memory, the pain still strong

having to find the strength to carry on....