Sitting here again
I am back to square one
Pain, hate, disgust
Why do I have to be me?
Emotions taking over
Nasty thoughts run through my head
More pain
Why do I keep hurting myself?
Anxious as always
Alone and ashamed
I can't seem to escape this place
Every flight is only temporary
And then I end up here again
In this inescapable place
I'm so weak,
don't try to save me
This misery is persistent,
don't try to distract me,
These thoughts are constant
give up on me
(I know I have)