Relentless self-hatred

Sitting here again

I am back to square one

Pain, hate, disgust

Why do I have to be me?

 

Emotions taking over

Nasty thoughts run through my head

More pain

Why do I keep hurting myself?

 

Anxious as always

Alone and ashamed

I can't seem to escape this place

Every flight is only temporary 

And then I end up here again

In this inescapable place

 

I'm so weak, 

don't try to save me

This misery is persistent,

don't try to distract me,

These thoughts are constant

give up on me

(I know I have)

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