The wind blew on my hair
as I walked down that sinful path
one that would give me agony
and cone that would drive me mad
That horrible smell of blood,
the sight of innocent lives
all being taken away
right before my very eyes
I felt cold and dry
all across my body
as I looked at my hands
I knew they smelled of hypocrisy
Still, I wanted to keep my life
still I was selfish and convinced myself
that I was better, more worthy of life
than those hopeless, innocent fools
Now I finally realize
minutes away from my death
that I want to change
at least before I take my last breathe
I can't get up, I feel numb
life is over, I am done
I know everything I earned was dishonest
and if I had to start over again
My life would be different, I wouldnt follow evil men
My crimes will never wash away
that is my punishment
But death is only moments away
and that is God's eternal bliss...