Someone who knows this many words
cannot talk to dad.
cannot enjoy the movies
enjoys alcohol
looks at the Sun
wonders only where the hours have gone, and why they have chosen
to leave him here. Someone who knows this many words
does not live this way by choice. I am not even sure why that word
is around, anymore. Someone who knows this many words
has wide, gently shifting smiles
and many kidney stones. Banging together down there
next to his favorite puzzle. SWKTMW
has so much time. Too much of it. Spent so long inside the hours
hoping to catch something
in the air.
I cannot talk to dad.
I am most often speechless.
And small. I no longer wonder about the words still hanging around
up there.