lit from the bar lights. So our faces
were more yellow than pink, oddly we leaned
on the guardrail for a moment. I wondered about
the differences between falling into a chasm
and a river were. I think you thought about the smell of charcoal and fish
coming from the right end of the bridge. Probably,
being peckish, still wanted me to offer to consume fish with you. Maybe
you were already sick of how my scales glistened
only in quiet lights. I don’t remember when you left the guardrail
I remember how cold metal and solitude
destroyed all of the alcohol we had drank that night. Alone at least
I assumed you were sobering up now also in search of a new metal to lean
your legs upon
I am still a lover of all languages but do not know
exactly what all of the pool tables are trying to get across
what am I supposed to write about
all of these skirts
surrounded vaguely by a woman. I don’t track the presence of those
who love me any more. Living life on this bridge
solipsism is just another bottle
and there are mermaids swimming within.