She looked at me and i looked into the depth that were
her eyes and wondered how i ever got into this mess. i
never tried and never failed until she came into my
life and took everything that was me, balled it up and
threw it into a dark void.
i've lost myself again and i don't know where to look
or who to ask for advice because what does it really
matter anyway when noone cares. i guess i can't fail
when there is no one around to know i am failing, plus
if i fail on a continual basis, that's a sucess of
sorts isn't it?
anyway, so there i was in the dark room again,
wondering and wandering into those pools of light that
were her eyes and i thought again and again of the
life i once had.
how does she do this to me? that little girl in a
green smock and roses blooming on her cheeks? I don't
need an answer when i am not sure of the question
anyway.
and now i tear myself away from those eyes and stare
into a wall instead of a mirror.