Mama Hildegarde

Mama Hildgarde always did have a way with words. She

knew how to take a sentence, and in her own simple

way, spin it into a silken thread then laden it with

sparklin’ beads. A bright beacon in my child-hood,

she’d delighted my siblings and I for hours on end

between sips of sun tea and the creak of her ol’

rockin’ chair.



I remember one day when I was four years old. It was a

typical South Carolina summer, hot and humid. I’d

spent the cool part of the day with Mama, pullin’

weeds from the small garden she kept nestled along the

fence. My legs were sweaty and itchin’ from okra fuzz,

and the taste of sun-warmed tomatoes was still ripe on

my lips.



Now we sat on the screened-in porch takin’ a breather.

My feet dangled bare and free under the porch swing.

The sounds of mosquitoes tappin’ to get in, and wind

chimes joined the chorus of ice chinkin’ against a

frosty mason jar and the “krik-krik” of the ol’

rockin’ chair.



Mama Hildgarde sat regardin’ me from under the brim of

her gardenin’ hat. She pulled her garden gloves from

her hands, first one, then the other.  She took one

long swallow of her cold, brown nectar and ran the

back of her hand on her forehead.



“That was good work you did out here, Billy.” She

patted her lap.



I didn’t need a second invitation. My gingham sundress

flew behind me and the aged wood, warm on my rough

feet, flew beneath me. Soon I was in my special haven,

my head on Mama’s big bosom and my thumb in my mouth,

still tasting of dirt and tangy grass juice.



“Did I ever tell you about the little girl who sucked

away her thumb?” Mama asked, taking another long

draught of sweet tea.



I moved my head side to side, as much as Mama’s soft

chest would allow me and pulled my thumb from my mouth

with a pop.



“No. No, child. You go on and suck on that thumb. It’s

more of a comfort to you than anything else will ever

be when you’re grown.”



Relieved, I put the thumb back in it’s cradle between

my teeth and tongue and settled back to hear a story.



“It all began…”

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