I wanted you to stay
And help me here
I needed you to play
The words into my head
I wanted you to go
But a part of me still lives
I made you join the flow
Of lives that I have tainted with my touch
"And fucked up as I am
I still need a holding hand
To guide me through this barricade
And screwed up as I am
I still need you here by me
To calm me as you stand
And die today in screams"
So meaningless in choice
In words I shout to you
Your corpus so surrounded
Let me desicrate that too
But like the other things
I did to you
I never wanted you to depart
With my whole soul
So let me shout out
Why I feel to you...
The screams are louder now
They call for me still now
Do I embrace or do I take
Why can't I talk to you now
(girl)
I cry over you
Look at you lying there
Blood over your shirt
The hopeless has been hurt
Let me bury you with my pride
(angel)
Forgiven he is taken
With his soul refreshed anew
And now he has fresh life
So stain again
To break again
But that will be his choice...