My dear sweet symphony of sleep,
It’s been lacking of late.
Hiding,
Ready to pounce
Upon me with vicious accuracy
Until all is dark.
Days will drift away
And an endless night
Will pale the skin, stripping all pigments.
I will be barely recognizable and serious.
Looking to be found lost
Among the ruins of dreams
And the ever consistent
Ebb and flow
Of emotional tides
That erode the ridges of me.
All that is left is smooth, polished.
Absent is all that is unique.
The passing of time and self
Has fused.
I am one with the tick tock clock,
A patron of its device.
Weakened by its consistency
I've become a vermin of the night,
A member of that hidden society.
I've become the unwanted.
Punished to exile
On these isles of bed sheets.
All fond memories melt
Within my desert pillow.
I choke on the sand dunes
As the sinister moon
And its shades of grey linger.
So oblique and brutal
It hides behind the hidden oasis of salvation.
Leaving only a canopy of distant stars,
Like endless eyes
Forever judging my broken steps.
Until all comes down
Trampling my precious time
And no more shall I wrestle
My loathsome Babylon bed.