I know I've seen this all before.
Same gravel,
Same yellow lines
All leading to the wonderful abyss.
I've walked so many of these roads,
Time and time again,
Searching for paradise
Only to find hell.
The way home
Has long since past.
Seasons come and go
And the endless horizon
Swallows the swollen grey sky
Like a venomous serpent shackled
To the boundaries of time.
The sun plays the film projector
Revealing my memories;
Suffering me to be the witness
Of the screenplay of my sorrows.
It leaves me powerless
To the divinity of nature.
The beast and its beauty
Is the same creature
That has become manifest
Within her soul's
Perfect measurements.
The memories of her face,
They are a potent brew.
So sweet to the tongue,
Caressing my innards
With the scarred fingers
Of a love worth lusting for.
So numbing, the poison is not felt
Until the heart wilts
And my eyes drift,
Planting those sad seeds
Within the thirsty soil
Of a vast wasteland.
One of which the laws of control
Hold no sway
And the pendulum
That balances all
Breaks from the weight.
All this and more
Draws me to these roads.
Blackened and desolate
Like the pupils
My mother's god gave me.
Therefore my journey's repose
Will end, and I will continue
With no directions
Until the way has been lost
And the open earth,
A vicious predator,
Devours my body.
My bones will be ground
Into a fine dust
But my soul will smile,
For I will do my best
To clog the throat
Of the wretched behemoth.
With my remains
I will be a cold soar
On its gums
That will never cease
To spread throughout.
I will invade its blood
Tarnish the darkness
And claim the throne
Of despair for myself.
So as I can become
The pestilence that paves
The roads to nowhere
For all weary travelers
Bled dry by a single thorn
From the stem of Eden’s rose.