The days are short
And the dark grows longer
I lay underneath the glowing stars I stuck to my ceiling
Last night I tried to think but I fell asleep too soon
And when I awoke I wished for the day to be over
So I wouldn’t do more that I regret
In the moment
My face gets hot
And my neck turns pink and I can’t breathe in
I could have told you
But I didn’t want to bring you down
Down next to me
I wonder about last winter
The days did not seem so short
The nights were filled with rest and dreams
And now in this cold weather
I wonder where I went wrong
You know something is off
You know I’m not me
But who even is that?
One day I’d like to meet her
For now, I’m always tired
And I’m empty
And I’m cold
But I’ve glued myself to you
I wouldn’t leave even if I should be leaving
For you