I keep downing drinks faster and faster.
I’ll be the game master ,
Own this game of disaster .
Getting drunker and drunker ,
Lights get dimmer .
My mind falls deeper into the abyss .
My heart just a waterfall,
Pouring over the edge my life a near miss.
I tried to build it up to be great ,
I made a mistake…I looked at my problems with hate.
I need to let go and just move on,
No…I can’t I feel too much pain .
Drink after drink don’t know where I am .
Only know where I’ve been.
I call out for help,
I don’t know my name .
I’ve washed away all my hope.
Drowned the pain and now I’m ashamed.
Had so much ahead of me but it’s time I let go .
Ill stop thinking , I’ll get lost in free fall .
Nothing will stop me… I just keep falling backwards .
No one to catch me.
Now I’m over the edge ,
Falling through the sky.
All I see are the city lights .
The darkness filled with all those lies.
Then everything’s black and there’s nothing.
I wake up in an alley,
Only to remember Im just wasting away.