Sitting here looking out the window knowing where I went wrong, wondering when I'll leave this place wondering just how long. I know what I have to do to make this turn out right, like putting down my hands for good no more trying to fight. I have a good man within my life who will help to go on,someone very special you see who doesn't have to con. I like to call him Jesus Christ my Lord and savior, he will help me do things right including my behavior.