High exspectations and low selfesteam, thats what I found deep inside of me. People exspect more and I produce less, where did I go wrong my life is such a mess. How do I continue to go on where does it begin,how do I make things right-do I deserve a win? I don't know how my life will go on or even how it will end, all I know that deep inside I want to make a mends. Lord give me the strength I need to truly move on, to get my babies back and not have them gone. I know that my children are scared hurt and sad deep down you see, Its all because of my poor decisions its all because of me. So Lord now I ask you to show me the way, teach me to make it a much brighter day.