hold.
just breath.
and hold.
that is how it's done.
no matter what you pain.
this is how it comes undone.
sometimes i try to get things straight.
somethings got to give.
there is no hold anymore.
it never worked for me.
i would tell the same thing to anyone who needed help.
but i could never heed my own warning.
i don't mind.
hold and breath and hold.
this is how we survive.
this is how we outlast.
this is how we breath.
i try and build that distance.
i'm not very good at it.
i'm not very good at alot of things.
apperently.