this bottle dangles from my fingertips as i rest wearily,
eyes blood red, face staind with tears and dripping
nights like these are the best for us
i never forgot how good this felt
that is a promise, i just made the sacrafice
the sacrafice that would make us more than children
growing up too fast has a toll it takes
together we may have made it
but as this bottle slips from my hand
i am shaken back to thought
shaken by the thought of you
in one night
you realised that regret.
i layed there for days
in the bottom of that bottle,
as you forgot,
sunny days of californian sunshine.
bloodly and bruised i pull my bottle back to my heart
dutch courage, the luck of the irish
this has many psudonims
yet all it is to me is hope
regret washed away by the hope of a bottle
and i will continue this intill i am clean
shattered, broken and dirty
i find a new place to call my home
i find a new place to rest my head
to rest my heart, to rebuild a soul
i need to taste this again
i need to know that i can continue