lie to me
tell me it'll be allright
tell me it's just another night
no it's not
never just another night
another fucking fight
just something i can't feel
just something i'll never feel
happiness enveloping me
shining through the misery
what then has pain become,
just a morose reason
to succumb
i don't know why i do things
i don't know what's right
i don't know how
to know when to fight
but god why must i see things through
why must i
put up with you
one last thing i can't ever lose
a heartful connection
with a whore like you
i don't want it but i can't lie
you kept me alive
when i should have died
thank god for loves and likes ahead
because god knows if it were only you
i'd be dead.
is this just another fucking night to me
is this another new misery?
fuck it all and fuck it fast
fuck your friendship how long it lasts
think that i can't just slip away
think i wanna see another day?