i am alive, but why survive
look deep in myself
try to help to heal the welps
left on my soul. i'm freaking
crying out loud, no hanging up
fucking up, try to decieve those
who disbelieve
everything
i try to bring
out to the world
so fucked, so dead, so gone, drowned deep in misery
i've had enough
no more trying
my veins grow tired of crying