old friend
if you think i left because i wanted to
you're wrong
i'm haunted by you
i wished to slip out peacefully
forget everything
forget the joy and the pain
my soul has been marked by
a bittersweet stain
death is in my mind
my soul has been left behind
if you think i don't miss you
you have another thing coming
it's one thing to leave you,
but another to dismiss you
i'm confused and lost now
tell me to find the path,
but i can't see how
all my hope is lost
in my soul's anguish
my heart's layers of frost
death to my mind and death to my soul
do i go back or move on
backwards is heartache
forwards is loneliness
i feel like a lone candle
burning in an abyss...