Is the pain really supposed to be dreaded?
Is it really, all that terrible to feel?
It hurts, it aches, it breaks your heart
But somewhere deep down inside
You savor it
Because
At least
When you’re feeling pain
You know you’re still alive.
I want to break down and cry
To show the world my pain
I want to fucking leave this insanity all at once
Before you can tell me your lies
That you and I both know I want to hear
And know deep down inside they’re lies
But I’m weak
Because I’m just that fucked
And you’re just that fucked
To want to hurt me
Just
Like
You
Do.
August 30, 2003