I belong
Somewhere outside this limbo
Holding me bent over backwards
And bent over forwards
And bent every which way
Because I'm bending for you
Trying bend myself into a shape that's more acceptable
Closer to the image of what you want to see
Than the image that I truly am
I thought that I had found a way
To bend just that far
But I bent too far
And fell my ass down to the floor
Sprawling out
Falling into the floor
Melting into oblivion
Flying into a dark sky that just isn't there
As I find I'm just as lost as I thought I was
Before I found out I could still dream.
August 24, 2003