With your silence, you accuse me of all
The degenerate things I could possibly do
You hate me for everything that I am
And that I'm not
You gave up on me before I even had a chance
And you yelled at me for it
I thought I could take it
I thought I could take you
But you keep trying to kill me
With each silent word that leaves your lips
And I can't take it anymore
You've broken me down
You've thrown away the key
To the chains you've wrapped around my neck
As you suffocate me into a submission
That you will never let me free of
Until I die
And let you be free
Of the burden of a constant fuck up
That is me.
April 10, 2003