You told me I wasn't good enough
With every word that left your lips
Accusations of pain and misery
And unwanted drunken trips
Through hate and jealousy
That you wish you didn't feel
Today or tomorrow, or even tonight
When you'll put on your coat of steel
Warding off the demons in the night
That come to drag you away
Into the darkness and oblivion
That comes with the light of day
But your armor is only so thick
It's only so strong
I know I've hurt you, girl
I know I've done you wrong
But that's all in the past, by now
As you run away from me
Telling me you'll be there to listen
To these painful words from me
But I don't want to listen
To these words you say to me
I'll burn your hair with these tears of mine
Then you'll truly see
That somewhere deep inside
I thought I had seen the end
Of a road I'd rather not travel
For all it's twists and bends
Cuz I'm tired of always turning
And losing sight of you
But maybe I'm just a lost soul
Forever chasing you.
February 3, 2003