I fought you for my life
And my right to take it
But you wouldn't let me
And you wouldn't let me go.
I wanted to run away from this world
And all the hell I put you through
But somewhere in the midst of it all
I had lost me, and I lost you.
You held me tighter
With every blow I dealt
To your own fragile existence
Until I was lost, you felt.
I hurt you with my words
And the knives I pushed deep inside
Your heart as you tried not to let me go
To run away and hide.
Now you've found happiness
True friends, and true love
While I'm all alone in this world
Trying to find someone to shove.
January 1, 2003