Dear No One,
Please listen to me
Because no one else does
Don't desert me
In my time of need
Like my friends and family
And most of all
God
You're the only one I know
Who I can turn to
Now that I'm dead.
Dear No One,
Your presence is a comfort
It keeps me sheltered in the night
When no one else wants to know who I am
I listen to your silence
And draw strength from its eeriness
Because I don't want to go insane
Knowing that not even you are there
In the darkness
Where I only want to see
Those whom I love.
Dear No One,
I messed things up again today
It's a familiar theme for me
Having everything just go to hell
Because of me
I just want to escape this-
This comedy of errors
All being mine
Believing, trusting, loving
Too much
For my own good.
Dear No One,
I feel like no one today
I feel like nothing
To you or anyone else
I've sunk too far down
To see above the surface
Where everyone is holding my head down
Trying to drown me
So they don't have to deal with me
Anymore
I guess that's fine by me.
Dear No One,
I want to disappear
More than I already have
I want even you to not see me
When you open your eyes
In this lonely darkness
You've imprisoned both of us in
Where we try to take solace
In each other's company
Finding instead
That we'd rather just die.
July 4, 2002
this is a great poem. The feeling you put into it is overwhelming, it made me so sad! You did such a good job on it.
- courtney