Another day of bullshit,
In a life not worth living,
Unable to find reason,
For the sacrifices I've been giving.
Emptiness is my curse,
From childhood till now,
Clinging to tawny threads,
Trying to hold on to my vow.
Wanting to be a father,
The one I never had,
Supporting and loving,
Protecting them from bad.
I've finally accepted my plight,
The family name dies with me,
Though perhaps it's for the best,
For a jaded pain is all I see.