Insecure

No one knows what it's like to be so surrounded and yet so alone......to be nothing



To be so loved and so hated by yourself, to witness the vacant stares, to keep crying the same fuckin tears, to scream out and not be heard, to wish not to be ignored



No one knows what it's like to not be the pretty girl, or the smart girl or even the cute fat girl, or the funny girl.......just to be nothing, overlooked, a fly on the wall



No one knows what it's like to want to escape excistence, to not want to be here, to cut your arm until it bleeds and pray that someone sees pray that someone saves me, to pray over and over again not to be me!

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.........to be So Jaded

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