I dreamthed of you on the night I died
Of all the ways you hurt me, for all the things you lied
Every moment of us swarmed through my head
Why would I ever want that again?
And how the hell do I still call you my friend?
You took my heart then began running
Scared by the truth and all the horrors honesty had imposed on you...
Are you aware that I cried my eyes out that night?
And I tore my heart out in spite...
Then I watched it beating slowly
You were loved while I was lonely
I had to get away
Death was my only escape
Can you live with that on your shoulders?
You feel the breeze as I make it colder
For being the one who kept me alive
You sure are bewildered by the way I died