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Such a Sad Excuse
This is such a sad excuse for alive
All we do is cry while we live then we die
Soon the ceiling will cave in
The total apocolypse will kick in
And I know fake love is such a sin
But I just can't help myself
Me is who I have yet to figure out after I search for him in my mind
Such a sad excuse
Even when you win you lose everyone you love
They will turn their backs, then try to stack their anger on your mind
They do this until you finally break and fall
And you will be push down, not stumble
It depresses me when you're humble
And if you double the pain you get jumbo
Then it is all piled up like lumber
And you are so cold like pnenomia
SO I have to hold my breath to not burn you
If I don't hurt I don't learn at all
This is a sad excuse for me
Love fires tames then blows away
Darling, please don't be afraid
Afraid of me or afraid of them
Or afraid because you are drowning
You should have told me you can not swim
Then I would not have pushed you in
Such a sad excuse for alive
You were already dead this whole time, but you still die
And you leave me alone without a limb
You watch me from above
And I am not with you now, I am with him
And you know the light between us is very dim
What happens when I can not live without him?
I can not live without you
Thinking about you is all I do
I am not ever even somewhat soothed,
Between these burning flames,
Broken picture frames,
They shatter on the floor,
I told you I love you more,
But you are a sad excuse for a love,
You were supposed to be sent from above,
But apparently you were sent from below, my love
My darling, my heart,
My one who makes me fall apart,
Never early, never late,
Just on time, but never great,
My sad excuse for everything,
See my finger?
You are too worried about the ring,
Yes that seems like you ,
Leave when you are bored and hurt,
Come back when you are alright,
Think that it is okay because you wipe the tears of which I often cry for you,
Did you know I would die for you?
This is a sad excuse for alive anyways,
Just because of you,
What you did,
My pain still burns,
No more taking turns,
Quit turning your back when I need you the most,
And to think of my kiss you brag and boast,
Then you turn your back,
You turn your back on your love
It seems like you want me to break,
But I won't,
It is you I can face,
Make up your mind,
You are not to share one last kiss with me again,
At least not at this time,
Possibley not forever more
Go ahead and lie some more,
You have lied enough for the both of us,
You did everything wrong,
And you did this yourself,
My first love oughta die in hell,
That is probably your wish,
Otherwise why would you do this to me?
I would kill you myself, but then we would both go to hell,
So go and tell someone else your lies,
Let someone else fall in love with your fate,
But you will never find love if you don't give commitment a chance,
I told you that I love you, and so you said the same,
Right now tell me your lies, and what you really mean,
Please my darling,
Of course you go silent,
That tells me something,
You had to count your numeruous lies,
You never meant a simple fragment of anything,
And so now I have all this to prove this is a sad excuse for alive,
Because of you,
Because of my heart,
Because this is a sad excuse for a knife,
It will slit my throat,
But not take my life,
You stay as happy as can be,
Blooming with pride,
Though your pride should have been lost,
Throughout the thawed frost hanging on the tree
You said your love is for me,
But you leave me ever so suddenly,
Only to be with her,
The one with your pride reserved
Your actions have been ever so obsurd,
Me you have burned,
You should be concerned,
Concerned for your life,
The knife which slits my throat is believed to take your life,
But your blood is not needed on the thrown,
Your lips are just to be sewn,
Oh, such a struggle not to wrap you in a bundle, then throw you in a lake,
But this is such a sad excuse for alive,
So in the inside I now die
