I got to get back to that place
To that time in my head
Where I thought that I could live
Now you see
I feel like I got no power
I got no choice, I'm a ghost, a voice
That I'm just cemented in my locale
In my heart stuck in the deep in the depths
How did I end up this way?
Where did my youthful passion joy?
Why can't I be excited anymore?
I'm just empty
No faith left
Just anger
Tired of it all
Weathered and spent
My brain is blank like the sky
Before I had dreams
But somewhere along the way
I feel out of love with the world
Life means nothing to me
I'm a fleshy robot with organic innards
Doing automatic what my DNA
And neuro-chemicals tell me
What does that make me?
Am I less than human now?
A machine with no soul?
It's how I feel
How I breath
It's how I deal
How I eat
It's how I stand
How I think
It's how I sank
How I swim
It's how I fake
How I fall
It's how I sleep
How I crawl
It's how I come
How I pause
It's what I saw
That made me numb