I Tried

I worked, I tried, 

I toiled, I cried, 

The only thing gained 

Was a blow to my pride

 

I trusted, I yearned, 

I dreamed, I learned, 

Pain and depression 

Were the prized I earned

 

I smiled, I faked, 

I took all I could take

Told myself to keep fighting

For the mine and you sake

 

I reached, I aspired, 

I bled and prespired 

But I have to give up

I'm just too damn tired

 

I promise I tried, 

Fought the tears that I cried

But with no destination 

I want off the ride

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Currently floating through a void, not sure which way is up or down. I created this spiral, I have to figure out how to escape it. 

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Hold your head up and keep on

Hold your head up and keep on fighting! In the end you are gonna win! I can feel it!