your facial expressions flash
through my eyes like memories
of warm weather, and the way
your sweat smelled sweetly
on your skin
as we reached a height
we'd never thought we could
all the while remaining too disconnected
to ever even respect each other
when we made it back down
to the bottom again, I confided in you
the things I'd heard, that you didn't like
and made me uncomfortable
you offered me some words of advice
that never really fit in
because you were never really behind them
stars shot across the sky
as I laid in the grass
and you swung on a swing and
bugs bit you in all the places
I wanted to kiss you
and changes occured in ways
I never imagined
the worse for the better
I'm trying to hard to clear up miscommunications
by giving them that name
as opposed to lies, which is all they are
but all I have is facial expressions
and skin that says nothing
with scratch marks and empty eyes
from the bites of little insects
that got closer than I ever could.