Existing me, one who is served
By the lucky appeal of life
Granted wishes, while forgotten
Prove to me the love
I work to a point
Serve honesty to fault
Dilute my words and wary
And try to help my fellows
Literal things, I have observed
That serve as better metaphors
Are things of stock on my shelves
Without a hint of irony
Lacking goals I mingle
I hardly follow-up
I fumble and remember
To maintain my gathered worth
My darlings, I have yet to mend
They each take with them my pieces
So I'm taught a vile lesson
So I'm forced to persevere
Wishes are my constant
Effort doesn't follow
Sadden me dishearten
Within me I will wallow
People spoken, call me golden
They see something I can't see
Know of me creating things
And request a granted eye to peek
And I am proud and inconsistent
Losing trail of my inspired
I dwell in shadow, static-eyed
To emerge with poet's cry
Who is faithless? Rallies full?
Who is right, politic true?
He who settles by bed 'round noon
And listens to the thunder boom
I believe that I am and was
I deny thy perfect and state me just
I gather light and speak of doom
I mend your sorry with my gloom
I am R and D and V
I am second of the tree
I am sad but too intrigued
By every possibility
And I am wishing for your needs
For which you may succeed
I may say something coldly
But if I say it boldly
Know that I wish your best
And that I'm here
Forward or backward, without warning
Somebody that's worth speaking to.