A Piece of Typical Landscape

I fear the hand that scribes for me

It's polluted and so toxic, it repeats itself

It cries of its injustice, its lack of harmony

It begs me to do something right

I stand here every day, frying it to bones

Without any other choice

The jigsaw that's become me, I try

To solve and remove it, without fail

I'm left stumped with each afternoon

Beyond the veil of tones and lunacy

I twitch for hours, like an ancient machine

That struggles to mend its twisted cogs

I lack, I crumple, I stand to fight once more

Constantly running on empty

Without a source to inspire me, I'm simply here

Like a household appliance

Like a gutter on a rooftop

Like the nothing below your feet

And I've no idea what to do to save myself,

From this monotony

I've tired of the begging and the pleas for release

I'm constantly moving and pushing towards my goals

But my doubts are so clouding, so cliche

And that's all I'm becoming

And that's all that I am.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Oy.

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