There's another me standing there
His clothes are light, his eyes in shadow
As far as I can tell he's staring at me
And it seems like he may be approaching
I feel some kind of limitless dread
There's something growing heavier by the second
Should I say something? Something relevant
I'm kind of curious but also a little afraid
I raised one hand to make a statement
He was maybe three or four feet away
And all I felt was his fist meeting my gut
I lost my breath and bent down low
Without hesitation his knee met my chin
And just like that, I was on my back
I stared at him and did my best to escape the scene
Until he traced a name in the air above me
All I could perceive was that it started with an "E"
and that it obviously meant something to me
I could just feel all of the pain and the guilt
I was bleeding and heaving while I thought of the spill
Struggling to my feet as he took a few steps away
His boot caught me between the eyes and there it would remain
I was laid out flat with his heel pressing down
He didn't show much emotion when I twitched on the ground
Just pushed a little harder, I could hear things cracking
Through one eye I could see him while I slowly slipped away
He was just me, just a certain kind of me with a younger face
Looking so distant and unhappy, he'd stare with dead eyes
He would occasionally glance far away without a bit of concern
Eventually, he kneeled next to me, with a curious way about him
I eventually forced my head his way and let the blood seep away
And he just carelessly pointed at me
Without a word or a breath, just pointed at me
The hurt and the blood and the fiercely torn bone
All I could think of was how much I deserved it.
The last thing I remember was a punch in the face.