Left Hand at the Center of Attention

Early this week

I dropped from my sheets

Things ablaze, two in the afternoon

Wandering from room to room

Things were blurry and set aside

Every body at rest sat bolt upright

It was getting so late,

and I couldn't stand up straight

The nights are hectic

The days taste hollow

Worries so bitter and hard to swallow

I haven't felt like myself

Not for days upon days

Skin's been cracking away

I've just woken up and the sun already falls

My thoughts force me to stir at the sight of it all

Insomnia doesn't describe,

a lack of pride in the way that I lie

Three to five taps, one click and one slam

I'll follow a pattern until I learn who I am

I'm awake and I'm learning and I'm turning around

I'll pretend to be concerned while I'm breaking new ground

And as we come to a close I'm left to question why

Yet sadly I'm departing, my train's off the tracks

And you're just adding to the two ton weight on my back.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I just felt like writing something.

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