It'll Kill Me Eventually

I can pass for a man

I can punch you in the face

and guaranteed, you'd feel it

I can scream with the best of them

I can break a few bits of anything

and I'll just as soon evacuate when needed

That doesn't change a single stupid fact

That I've got no more than that,

a fist, some teeth and my own two feet

I'm nobody special and I've got to accept that

I do things wrong and I just can't take it

I split into pieces and just sit in the dust

For hours I could be angry and just as soon forget

But I'll be frustrated for the rest of my life

You can run your fingers through my hair and I'm liquid

You could strike me down below and I'd be blinded

But more than half the time life feels so painted on

Beautiful things rust down to bull shit in retrospect

Things keep on marching and the world just gets uglier

What's undone will be complete before dawn or sooner

And nothing promised is delivered when all comes down to it

Stories aren't happy and nobody ever seems to let them die

When the book closes another one's there to follow it up

And oh no I've completely lost track of myself again

I'll just keep piling everything upon myself, and if I do?

I won't have to hate the rest of you so damn much.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Something about this poem strikes a chord, even though I don't like how it turned out at all.

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