Absolution

I guess it depends on the time of day

When my mind is opened or closed

The people surrounding and those left to sway

They haven't effected me, nor have they changed me

Could you a suggest a solution or two?

Something different to pull me through

Everlasting with a chewy center

And maybe now, I'll choose something new

I suppose you could say I'm wrist-deep

In that which I've learned to avoid

And maybe I'm hypocritical

Why would that matter; all would stay the same

I haven't finished with you

Yet I can't figure out what to do

And I'm learning the principles of being wise

Logic's becoming more and more involuntary

I've made distinct appearances here and there

My face isn't one that would be proper to share

I'm trying to get better, trying to achieve

That which, for years, had been right in front of me

And for now I can say

It goes to show

What I could've done without moving my feet

And just opening my fucking mouth.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I got a job today.

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