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Don't Bother Reading This
Negative tones
From negative bells
Ringing off and on
Say hello to sunrise
Greeting day with a tear
Questioning fact
But in reality
We are little children
All we ever wanted
Was someone to play with
Someone to hold our hand
To chase away the monsters
But over time
Our gentle sides
They fade from us
And we stop crying
We pick ourselves up
Or we remain on the earth
Slowly withering
Watching the clouds pass
Becoming familiar
With the grass and dirt
And we die
We die one more time
Only to be thrown back
Into the pit of flames
Say hello from time to time
Because I love you
I've just forgotten how to show it
I'm so sorry
And I'll never forgive myself
Where are you?
I am here
You cannot be
Can you see me?
I'm scared of her
I'm scared of you
Of whatever is ahead
What has become of me
The once caring soul
So vicious and so cold
So apathetic
Why haven't you saved me?
What's your fucking name
I don't care anymore
I've learned my ways of escape
Through a plant or a screen
I will not force myself to bleed
To cough or to puke
I'm going to entertain and decay myself
Just for the fucking hell of it
So say hello
Hello to whom?
To the new me
I already hate you
And then again
Few seem to care
Because they're sympathetic
To a boy who's lost his way
And who can no longer tell
His rights from his wrongs
There he is again
Begging for one more chance
And there he goes again
One more mistake
Staring is so rude
Unless it is justified
Where have you been?
Hiding deep inside
Please come into the light
I have become blind
You've already said goodbye
So why is your hand on my shoulder?
Stop paying your debt
I should be dead
And there is no more to say
I am the kind of person
That feels nothing and gives nothing
You think I'm so complicated?
Try looking at my fucking picture
Sad eyes, blank expression
I am like a piece of paper
That was scribbled and thrown away
One more time for the cameras
What's my fucking name?
Why are you doing this?
Because I hate myself, and I miss you
You could have me back any time
I'm afraid of the changes that would ensue.
Hatred is defined by emotion
A cauldron called a soul
That holds your feelings so delicately
What happens when it shatters?
You die.
Or you simply
Fall apart.
FUCK.
