I choose to stay aside
You may wonder why
I don't care to interact
at least not now
I am blind to definition
Of so many words
Muffled and distorted
The static of awareness
Listen, for I cannot
I choose not
Deafened by desire
Do not ask if I understand
The blows my mind has taken
The scars that it beholds
Make it hard to stay awake
And even harder when there is no reason
Stop asking me questions
Perhaps there's a reason
Why I place myself away
Take some time to ignore me
It's my loss
One that I willingly take
I'll sit alone in my tempest
of emotion, tear, and confusion
I'd rather it be like this
you don't have to understand
I'm glad that you don't
that look on your face is kind of funny.
I remember feeling like this at a certain point in my life. I can very much relate to this one!
I did enjoy it.
Thank you,
stephanie