Numb and incoherent
I see glowing and feel it in my elbows
The wrists are pulsing
They crawl downward
Teeth are groaning
The multitude of envy
In my stomach
I hear someone walking
One floor below
When you know something’s wrong
But you keep trying it all the time
The ink has touched my hand
I must stop this!
What has happened this time?
I’m losing the thoughts that I need
To be accompanied by ideas
I don’t even know what’s going on
I can’t comprehend the tingle
At the corner of my tongue
I need to eat something
My “n”s look wrong
My head is heavy on the spine
Sleep and eat
I must stop this!