fucking crush and rip to hell
never you could ever tell
contemplate. . . congratulate
I sit here and masturbate
as I lost you, never had
picked me up just like a fad
I try to rhyme but it's all bullshit
smiling and turning in one broad motion
grinning the ultimate truth
my hand tries to grip your serrated back
turn you around to confrontation, communication
all lost
Again. . I look to the sun to help my body feel good