i know you
we are connected in a jaded way,
hurt and abused by the beautiful ones
bastard asterisks in the bathtub
messing up the finish
confusing water and love den
water. . ..love, which perpetuates life?
one is more a parasite than anything else
you hear my story and i tell it with eloquence and i don't want to stop though i really should because i'm no longer held in the grips of some fantasy past. . . .
i like to rant, though, so send another salvo of tough questions
EL GATO NEGRO, quenching our thirsts
and our inquisitive nature toward one another
it grows and in growing, will slate past pains
fuck all that. . . . . what's done is done. . . .
fidelity was not shown towards you,
and perhaps not to me, although i'm paranoid and hear things sometimes
but a squeeking bed? my mind is not as imaginative as all that
only in dreams
i was very much
awake