Master Of Disaster

I'm a master of disaster.

My life's a catastrophe.

You will never find anyone,

Who's more fucked up than me. 

I feel as though I'm broken.

All I know is pain.

When's it gonna end?

Will I ever feel sane? Hmm.

Cursed before I was born.

Passed down the bloodline.

Hidden deep in D.N.A.

I Never asked to be this way!

 

I'm a master of disaster.

My life's a catastrophe.

You will never meet anyone,

Who's more fucked up than me.

These shadows in my mind.

They keep pulling me down.

I’m drowning in the silence.

While the world spins around.

 

Searching for a signal.

In this static storm inside.

Every moment feels like wrestling

With the demons that I hide.

I wear a smile like armor.

But it’s cracking at the seams.

Chasing fleeting moments,

Fading to broken dreams.  

 

I'm a master of disaster.

My life's a catastrophe.

You will never meet anyone

Who's more fucked up than me.

These shadows in my mind.

They keep pulling me down.

I’m drowning in the silence

While the world spins around.

 

Maybe there’s a light,

Somewhere beyond the haze.

But it’s hard to keep on fighting

When you're lost in this maze.

I’ll scream into the void

And hope for a reply.

A whisper of redemption,

As I reach for the sky.

 

I'm a master of disaster.

My life's a catastrophe.

You will never meet anyone

Who's more fucked up than me.

But I’ll rise from the ashes.

Let my voice break the sound.

And Maybe in this Chaos.

I Will FINALLY  Be Found!

 

I feel as though I'm broken,

But I’m learning to fight.

With every scar that I bare,

I’ll keep searching for the light. 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I've been doing a lot of writing being stuck in bed healing. I plan to add several of my poems to music using AI. 

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