For that one drunk night i was a lyric stuck in your head,
and for all these years you've been a love inside my head,
instead of letting the love encase us we seperate further,
maybe i keep pushing away cause i fear i'd hurt her,
besides my mom, eileen and nonnie i have never,
thought of a woman and let the love sever,
any possibility of really being in a group we call dating,
i only choose to let any small chance slip away, frustrating,
cause i'm afraid that if i text you and say,
that i haven't been fully healthy since that day,
we had people yelling at us in the dog park not missing
one second we were across the street vigorously kissing,
pardon me if i may seem too open, it's the platinum
talking and erasing any doubt of "i had it then",
maybe, then again, i am a sorry excuse for a writer,
my hands constantly shaking to the words making me pull an all nighter.