If i wanted you to know,
i'm sure it would show,
but then i'd go six feet below,
and end up cold as snow,
cause i went through love before,
yet still i thrive for more,
even when all doors close,
i still want you behind the slammed door i suppose,
counted the months since you left me on my fingers then toes,
quickly ran out of limbs to count on, oh no!
now i suppose i'll have to grow mean,
or smart enough to build a time machine,
it's a different kind of hurt i still get from you,
like you were innocent and still i hung you,
it's in my damn longues too, i breathe our memories,
and exhale all the hurt as carbon monoxide enemies.