Above all else my past only prevents me,
from anything happy, creates doubt and invents me,
as a man in the dumps, nothing much to be proud of,
only keeping quiet when my mind is replaying my loud love,
if there were a fire and i only a few things to grab,
i'd take my cat with all my poems so i never forget all that hap-
penned between us and how it could have been better,
in another universe we started off together,
my life is beginning to fall into place, i love it,
truly i can't get enough of it,
but i'd love it more if you were here to see,
this incredible man you mad me want to be,
this is why forever i won't neglect,
to tell you a special part of my heart is kept,
for you until i find another beauti-fly to flutter around,
hard to believe when your one Summer erased 4 years in this town.