Part of me is asking, what's the point wanting to try?
when it could just be another goodbye,
no matter what i tell myself, with all respect
to everyone else i've loved, you are perfect,
nothing that happend in Italy means much here,
i still love you the same and i'm still here,
even though it's a new year, my feelings are the same,
all i want is to remember why we tried and forgot the game,
what's the sense in anything? just another goodbye,
another time i actually went out and tried,
no other girl has made me believe in me,
or made me want to do certain things to better me,
no bullshitting, i swear i'm quitting,
not for you, for me, finally admitting
that the hitting and swinging was only the glitz and glam,
the love for you is all for remembering who i really am.