Been an interesting April while i stand still,
still i'm faithful i'll leave this land fill,
with no one but me, lonely dumb study,
only through nobody can we be somebody,
look at me like i do every morning,
i'm nothing to look at so stop mourning,
make amends and i'll stand until the end,
i'm on my knees praying you love me again,
give love it's chance, like you with dance,
or i with writing only trying to enhance,
our life with anything that means something,
even if it may to others mean absolutely nothing,
to me you mean something, you're my music,
yet to you i'm an opportunity, could be much more if you'd choose it,
i'm sorry but now my only goal is to live it up,
drink and smoke my nights away giving no fucks.